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Confused

My office manager is going to be fired in the morning
and I feel confused about the way i feel.
She snorts coke in the morning
gets drunk at lunch.
In the last nine days
she has been late or missed work
at least 4 days.
She dumps her work off on everyone else
then grips about it not getting done.
And here I sit wondering about
every time I have complained about it.
She was the one who was late,high
or just didn't come in.....
Why am I feeling guilty???

.......Christmas Eve

It's Christmas Eve Morning,
           Honey is still snug in the bed and our puppy Rollie is laying on my feet.
As I''m checking the e-mail and drinking my coffee,I think of the people who are
missing from my life. It is said that Christmas is both the happiest and saddest time of
the year and i know friend You to found it to be true.  I can't help but think about how Your
Father felt watching You be born.Did His heart swell with pride when He 1st saw Your little face.?
And Your mother, What was it like for her to look upon this tiny baby coming in to a world that
was full of both suffering and pain. What was it like to raise a child both normal and special
at the same time. What was Your Father feeling when He sent  You out into the world knowing,that
You would be teased and bullied and beaten by some. Did His heart break inside knowing that
letting You suffer would all work out in the end?
                      Coffee is all gone and puppy is pawing at my knee,  I'll close for now and write You later.                       Just wanted to tell You once again. Merry Christmas Jesus,I'm so glad You came.
                                                                                                                                     Love Diane
                       
 

DOWN BUT NOT OUT

I WORK WITH CRAZY PEOPLE.MY SO CALLED OFFICE MANAGER IS HIGH ON COKE
IN THE MORNING AND GETS DRUNK EACH DAY AT LUNCH.
THE OWNER OF THE BUSSINESS,FILES FALSE CLAIMS AND CHEATS PEOPLE
DAILY.HE HAS BEEN SCREWING AROUND ON HIS WIFE FOR AT LEAST 20YRS
THAT I KNOW OF..BEING A CHRISTAN IS SO HARD IN THIS PLACE..
I LISTEN TO KLOVE ON THE WAY TO WORK AND PRAY DAILY FOR GOD
TO GO BEFORE ME AND INVADE THIS PLACE..AND YET IT DOESN'T
SEEM THEY HAVE ANY DESIRE TO CHANGE..AFTER SPENDING 20
MIN'S SCREAMING AT ME TODAY,THE OWNER FOUND OUT IT WAS HIS
GOOF AND RATHER THAN SAY N SO HE JUST WALKED OFF..
ONCE I COULD HANDLE THIS STUFF,BUT I'M STARTING TO RUN LOW
ON SPIRIT TO HANDLE ALL THE ANGERY PEOPLE AROUND ME..
I KNOW THERE IS A LESSON FOR ME TO LEARN HERE
I JUST WISH I KNEW WHAT IT WAS.....

PROUD

WELCOME TO THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA...Please remember only two defining forces have ever offered to die for you..JESUS CHRIST and the AMERICAN SOLDIER. One died for your soul, the other for your freedom.

.Change Of Attitude

Blessed,Blessed,Blessed...I am Blessed.. I come home to a hard work n husband,in a house we haven't
lost to foreclosure..Tomorrow we will gather with healthy friends and family members..We shall share a wonderful meal,also blessed by the many choices we might choose from..We will partake of healthy,clean foods
make in a warm welcoming home..We will watch our children play,forever thankful we are not at St.Judes..
My Oldest Son will be with his wife and daughter...After serving 3 tours in the war.They have shared the glad news that that Daddy Dice is on the way...My Daughter has just turned 31 yrs old..She and her husband to be
have just bought a home in LA.He has just received his masters and their world is looking bright..LOL
My youngest son will be 16yrs old next week,My gift from God,2 days before I turned 32..  As I sit thinking of everything I have to be thankful for,and how blessed i have been,I long to share what i have been given and pass it forward to my friends....Apon every remembrance of You ,I will give Thanks..


......I have stink n thinking....

I have soo much to be grateful for, Yet here I sit feeling all whineyyyy because,I can't go on a shopping spree.
  The things that I want,I really do need ,but theres so many people who have so much less than me.
   I have the freedom to sit here now type n away,there's no guard or slavemaster stand n over me..
   When I choose to get up,I will walk into the kitchen,open the fridge and there will be an array of food from    which I can choose from.I'll cook and eat in a kitchen that's clean and free from as many germs as I can kill..                                                                                                                                                                                                                 
Later I will fill the tub with hot clean water that comes from the turn of a knob.. I will slide in to clean sheets and warm blankets knowing,all the doors are locked and I and my love ones are safe...So You see I have so much to be grateful for,just need to stop focus n on me..Quess I don't really need hat shopping spree..
 


FRIDAY

....Yea,They give me money today.!!! Pay day is my favorite day.....

....MY 3 QUESTIONS..



                                         Question of the day....
 
If you knew I was dieing,is there anything you would want to say to me.? If you knew you were dieing are there things you would want to say to other people.? Why don't we give going away parties for people who are dieing.?

..not a great day..

It's been one of those day that make me wanta sit down and cry...I started a new job 3 weeks ago and i'm in over my head.You would think that after 3 weeks i would know what i'm doing,and while it's true some of it is becoming easier there's just soo much I don't know how to do...
 


.....FRIDAY




Ok,I'm up,I'm dressed and I'm going to work.But,You can't make me like it..

...............Thursday..........

.......I now believe that thursday is really monday in disguise......

......Ready set start...

Been wait n for tomorrow for oh so long..!!!  I'm starting a new second job that will be work n into a new full time job God willing....

.....Back to being ME,,,,

I let the things you said hurt me,that was stupid...
I let you attack who you thought i was.....
I let you turn me inside out....
But ,now I'm back to being Me..

.....Back to being ME,,,,

I let the things you said hurt me,that was stupid...
I let you attack who you thought i was.....
I let you turn me inside out....
But ,now I'm back to being Me..

...........FOCUS....

LOL,I have a new favorite word,and you would be amazed how often you too will want to use it.
 

        F- f-ck
        O-off
        C-cause
        U-ur
        S-stupid


Ok,so you know that there are times when you would really like to tell someone off but,for wharever reason you just can't. Instead of lett n the anger roll around in your head and upset you just use this word..hehe
Just tell the person ,I understand how you feel maybe you just need to FOCUS on something eles..
!!  Let me know if you get the chance to use my new favorite word....!!

....Say it isn't so.........

....You love your children more that life it'self but there comes a time when you just have to face the truth.
I'm a newlywed...wooowho, when we were dateing things with my new step daughter were fine.Right up till the time she found out that no you will not be going on our honeymoon...Ok soo maybe i should have expected this from his "little girl" right??? She's 17yrs old people.It's not like she invite us to go on the prom date..Thank You Lord Jesus,she lives 200 miles away with her mom.But,she did go out of her way last visit to tell me that she did everything she could to break up his last marriage.I felt like she was tell n me that she intended to do the same to me.I let her talk to the point where i ask"so your like the princess huh?' she said of course she was and i simply told her that there was one thing she need to relise"what's that she asked....I told her your not the princess any more I AM.....You may feel ok treating your father like that But ,you will not treat my husband like that...She's coming back this weekend ...Do I leave and spend some peaceful time in the country at my house or stay and see what blade she will be throwing at my back?????

...long day...

Man what a day for that matter what a week!!!! I used to really like my job.Love is to strong of a word cause after all it is a Job..LOL.. I run a one girl office,and I like it that way.Sorry Ladies,but you have to agree that most,and I did say MOST women are two faced catty witches....Any way a few months ago our company was bought out and the new owner has made life rough for everyone..I have 4 men who rotate in and out doing the lot work and we all get along great. To cut my over time the new owner hired a girl to come in a work 2 days a week .The guys call her squeaky,her voice reminds me of Minny Mouse on helium..I come in this am and have customers telling me she will not order products,she refuses to put her name on paper work and she spends only God knows how much time cutting paper into litte squares....Surely there's a better job out there some where I just have to find it!!!
In the mean time does anyone want to borrow Minny????
My mood: a bit amused

...Sassy Sounds Off....

 
   I'm Sassy. I'm short,sassy,sexy and sweet. I met and married a man I met on a date site. That was my opening line.It seems like life is all about opening lines.You either reel them in or lose them before you ever get started.
   I would have never belived that I would end up on a date site. I had always belived that date sites were for losers.LOL and you know i met a few of those.

My mood: a bit amused

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Previous Posts
Confused, posted January 15th, 2012
.......Christmas Eve, posted December 24th, 2011
DOWN BUT NOT OUT, posted May 31st, 2011
PROUD, posted May 3rd, 2011, 1 comment
.Change Of Attitude, posted November 24th, 2010
......I have stink n thinking...., posted November 1st, 2010
FRIDAY, posted October 8th, 2010
....MY 3 QUESTIONS.., posted September 29th, 2010
..not a great day.., posted September 27th, 2010, 1 comment
.....FRIDAY, posted September 24th, 2010, 1 comment
...............Thursday.........., posted August 19th, 2010
......Ready set start..., posted August 15th, 2010, 1 comment
.....Back to being ME,,,,, posted August 2nd, 2010, 2 comments
.....Back to being ME,,,,, posted August 2nd, 2010
...........FOCUS...., posted July 29th, 2010, 2 comments
....Say it isn't so........., posted July 26th, 2010
...long day..., posted July 24th, 2010
...Sassy Sounds Off...., posted July 23rd, 2010

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